finally im able to blog. ha!! shall move to some other place to blog soon. =) so ppl. do stay tune on my new blog address. haa.. haven been blogging. havin problem loggin on @ home. duno what happen. think my laptop hates me. haa!! it is spoiling anyway.. =)~
days haven been good recently. but everything is fine nw. sorry to make some of u worry. almost thought its the end. hope that there wont be something liydat again. and i totally lost myself. so lost. so lost. all the tears on that night. perhaps is enough to flood my pathetic room? haa!! lolz. and seeing him cry is something that hurts so much. but everything is fine nw. =)~~ bleah!!!
sch isnt that gd also. boring. tests and exams.. altogether sums up to my pathetic eye bag and dark eyerings. it sucks. even thick makeup cant cover them up. and SPCO concert. i shld say its a day ive been awaiting. coz finally its over. practicing the song fer like over 2yrs is enuf.. though the concert aint perfect. but it turns out well. and the feedback are quite good too.
and also. there are so many hypocrites ard. when they nid u, they will keep calling u, smsing u. asking abt u. and when u nid their help. or rather. nid them to help support a concert, they are the first to run away. arsehole ppl.
forget it. back to the concert. well, the solo-s and duet are good. im most impressed by Peizhen. her music on stage during performance is totally different frm what she play when we asked her to play. it can be a good and bad pt i think. coz in this way, u can nv gauge hw far u have gone. and i think she nid to work in a pressurized situation. though the feelin she put in isnt as much as others. but her music is still so captivating. as for Xueqi. i shld say she realli had improved. so much. and she had become so confidence on her music. of coz there are still space of improvements. both Peizhen and Xueqi produces great music. but they both have different strong pts. Peizhen have a music that is so great that it actually covers up her feeling. Xueqi have such great feeling but it covers up her music. but both are good. when they are able to strike a neutral stand on this feeling and music thingy.. i believe they are invincible le lo~~~ lolz!!! well, well, well... i aint any music pro. but juz my personal feeling. i love both their music. =)~ both of u jiayou wor!!!
work is fine. working fer 12hours str8 isnt something i want. but for money sake. i will do it!! muahaha!!~ but the next day i totally become dead pig. lol.. ppl are leaving. and new ppl are coming.. ppl like me become "lao jiao" haiz...... duno to be sad or happy lo. ha!!!~. and the ppl there.. are juz left with what they have nw. gettin more n more boring. but im glad at least there is still left Aldo n Desmond @ kitchen that can crap with me. Shiyuen that can gossip with me. Shinching that can talk with me. Choiyin that can play with me. ppl like Qixian, Dominic, Chris, Keerling, Singyee... rarely see them.... haiz....
and my cg.. it is finally splitting. im so happy with this arrangement. coz finally something is happenin in the cg. staying the same fer 4yrs aint something normal. cg=cellgrp. a cell is suppose to multiply. meaning gettin more n more. but ours is the same fer 4yrs. duhx. and of coz some other feelings that i dun wish to pen down. baobei will knoe what i mean.. finally...
ok.. enuf of crapping.. bye...
