this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
=>my daily dosage of laughter by the Papaya Sisters<=
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10/04/2007 11:38:00 AM
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yes. as said in the title of this blog. say bye to blogspot. say hi to wordpress. ive moved.
please ppl~ if ive yet link u in my new blog. kindly juz leave a comment and i'll link u up!
bye!
=>no more blogspot. say hi to wordpress<=
posted by ® ø ņ ğ § ² ™
3/10/2007 09:23:00 PM
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yes. im back. blogging using my brother's laptop. yes. he gt a new laptop. damn it... im so pissed off.. coz he gt everything.. ar.... everything the best he will get firs.. who says that there isnt favourtism in my family.. shit u! haa!!~ im realli angry with the fact that he gt this laptop when it was me who is asking fer a new laptop.. and they happily give it to him... surely when they get ga newer one.. they will throw this to me.. shiity favouritism shown.. argh....exams sucks. and i truely mean that. CENPR is a buang case. i only remember how to calculate Reynold number. and thts it.. what the heck.. S&PM is easier than i thought.. hope that at least i will get a C for it.. POPRI... shld at least past.. and monday gt QAAS.. and thats it!!! i nid to sing.. sing till my voice is gone!! ar!!!!~~ and i blardy nid slp. but i juz dun feel like slpin nw. gt to wake up earli tmr to start studyin and slp earli tmr!!! lolz!!!i miss baby so much.. though i juz saw him juz nw. but i still miss him.. im so angry at myself for nt being there for him when he is so troubled abt his work.. coz i gt exam.. im so angry at myself for not studyin earlier and nt last minute.. so i cant have time fer him... ar... seein him tearing on friday hurts... sorry baby.. all i can do is juz come and mit u fer dinner... this is the least i can do. =)and workplace. im so sad. coz ShinChing is leaving us le.. haiz.. juz thought that at least she is there and can chit chat with me... den now she is gone.. haiz.. why liydat la... sian... haiz.. i juz hate it when ppl leave... why those that supppose to leave is still staying.!!!! arh that rubbish bin. lolz!!!~~haven been posting pictures eh... haa!! shall post pictures today!! yea!!! bye!!!~
these 2 photos are taken during christmas.. first 1 was with HVCC ppl~~~~ second 1 with my class and buddy class, with Mr HTA.. =)
this is my ADD dress. haa!!!!~
this is me n sansan. she is my longest known fren. since k1. ha!! since the age of..... 5~~~~ wah.. gng 16 yrs le wor!!!! oh man!!!! my make up in these 2 photos are done by her!!!
first 1 taken with my baobei, esley,2nd one taken with justina and celine on the way home from church. im so tired. lol.. can see from my face that i seriously lack of slp!! haa~~
this is done by joyce's fren. ha! is for the recording of the album..
lastly.. all my zhilian photo!!! haa!!!yeah!!!~~finally all done. ha!! and conclusion is....i think i gt a fetish for stripe clothes!!! LOL...
finally im able to blog. ha!! shall move to some other place to blog soon. =) so ppl. do stay tune on my new blog address. haa.. haven been blogging. havin problem loggin on @ home. duno what happen. think my laptop hates me. haa!! it is spoiling anyway.. =)~days haven been good recently. but everything is fine nw. sorry to make some of u worry. almost thought its the end. hope that there wont be something liydat again. and i totally lost myself. so lost. so lost. all the tears on that night. perhaps is enough to flood my pathetic room? haa!! lolz. and seeing him cry is something that hurts so much. but everything is fine nw. =)~~ bleah!!!sch isnt that gd also. boring. tests and exams.. altogether sums up to my pathetic eye bag and dark eyerings. it sucks. even thick makeup cant cover them up. and SPCO concert. i shld say its a day ive been awaiting. coz finally its over. practicing the song fer like over 2yrs is enuf.. though the concert aint perfect. but it turns out well. and the feedback are quite good too. and also. there are so many hypocrites ard. when they nid u, they will keep calling u, smsing u. asking abt u. and when u nid their help. or rather. nid them to help support a concert, they are the first to run away. arsehole ppl. forget it. back to the concert. well, the solo-s and duet are good. im most impressed by Peizhen. her music on stage during performance is totally different frm what she play when we asked her to play. it can be a good and bad pt i think. coz in this way, u can nv gauge hw far u have gone. and i think she nid to work in a pressurized situation. though the feelin she put in isnt as much as others. but her music is still so captivating. as for Xueqi. i shld say she realli had improved. so much. and she had become so confidence on her music. of coz there are still space of improvements. both Peizhen and Xueqi produces great music. but they both have different strong pts. Peizhen have a music that is so great that it actually covers up her feeling. Xueqi have such great feeling but it covers up her music. but both are good. when they are able to strike a neutral stand on this feeling and music thingy.. i believe they are invincible le lo~~~ lolz!!! well, well, well... i aint any music pro. but juz my personal feeling. i love both their music. =)~ both of u jiayou wor!!!work is fine. working fer 12hours str8 isnt something i want. but for money sake. i will do it!! muahaha!!~ but the next day i totally become dead pig. lol.. ppl are leaving. and new ppl are coming.. ppl like me become "lao jiao" haiz...... duno to be sad or happy lo. ha!!!~. and the ppl there.. are juz left with what they have nw. gettin more n more boring. but im glad at least there is still left Aldo n Desmond @ kitchen that can crap with me. Shiyuen that can gossip with me. Shinching that can talk with me. Choiyin that can play with me. ppl like Qixian, Dominic, Chris, Keerling, Singyee... rarely see them.... haiz....and my cg.. it is finally splitting. im so happy with this arrangement. coz finally something is happenin in the cg. staying the same fer 4yrs aint something normal. cg=cellgrp. a cell is suppose to multiply. meaning gettin more n more. but ours is the same fer 4yrs. duhx. and of coz some other feelings that i dun wish to pen down. baobei will knoe what i mean.. finally...ok.. enuf of crapping.. bye...
finally i can login and post a blog.!!! due to the taiwan earthquake? haa! i duno leh.. maybe my computer lousy... argh!! and i have so so much to blog abt!!! but i totally cant blog!!! the feeling sucks.. haa!well, anyway. like what i sae previously. my christmas is realli a very bad one. but everything is solved nw.. =) and i hope that nth of this sort will happen again. ~~~too much things to update. haa! had a bbq @ my hse on New Year. cool eh~ haa!! tony, sansan and baby came~ =)~ main concern is my baby? haa!! love my baby.. =xchalet! yes. my class chalet. it is super duper fun. though i didnt play much. and i gt muscle cramp and toothache on 2nd nite. haa!!!~ and yes! i went St James Power Station. nice. went with Nicole, YuYing, Kiev and baby. haa!! went Power House. it is fun. they play nice music too. =)~later having a test but i didnt study at all.. -_~ ha! die le lo!!! k la.. duno what to update oso. too long never blog le.. haa! bye..
haven been blogging. damn too lazy and blogger is giving problem. and it is already Christmas now. past events... like CLS ADD is great. last day of sch is boliao. Coffeeclub challenge cheer is fun. Christmas service is funny yet touching. but this Christmas is definately my worse ever..CLS ADD....dressed up. bought contact lense. spent a total of 200+ bucks. damn it! but it is great. all the partying the nite away. dancin away... nice. and the kbox after that is gd too. but the journey back hme is bad. the insufficient of slp. last day of sch. juz back to have 1 hour lesson. nah.. or shld i say juz a 20minutes lesson.. release earli and started damn late. after lesson. shoppin is alright. i can sense that things have started to drift apart.. but i can do nth but juz damn shit CRY!coffeeclub challenge. i almost thought we will end up the worst team. but we are gd. and i mean it.. =) nice ppl in the team. was late waking up but there earli.. huh~ what theory. lolx. thanks to the invention of cab and of course the sharing of cabs!.Christmas service. very innovative way of potrayin the birth of Jesus Christ. and in a way it actually brings out another point. TRUST and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE for their love ones. gd work CHC drama team. i felt so sad coz i cant be 1 of those that is carolling away @ expo and vivocity.work on Christmas eve was alright. lots of arguement with the "rubbish bin". and i am totally nt in the mood of celebrating. drinkin cold water tryin to cool myself down. but in the end, i still cant control the emotions. damn it. tears juz keep flowing. im such a bad controller.. the phone call is bad. and the whole thing actually started even way before in the morning. i know i was in the fault. but perhaps u can try putting urself in my position. ive tried so hard. or perhaps ive tried too hard.. Christmas day. is so boring. having cg. nvm. suan le. dunwan to touch on issue on cg. things haven been gd. u know it. and u wan to do something to it. im stuck. i dun wish to let go. but i just nid to know the truth. is the truth so difficult to be told.. or everything is juz a lie..... all i want is truth...peepx. im fine. =)last of all.. wish everyone a merry merry christmas and a happy new year.. =)and of course.. Happy birthday, Jesus Christ...~
bday is over. nth much. thanks to my class ppl. they actually tricked me down to school and celebrated fer me. thanks. =) so nice of u all to help me celebrate.. anyway lesson is same old boring. went hme after lesson and prepare go mit up with huifen. played badminton with wlny ppl. yongkang came down and gave me a surprise. thanks.today. lesson is as boring as before. and im super tired. and now im feeling like an idiot. wasting my time to go search for a shirt instead of going home and have a rest before going cell grp. bought a black polo tshirt fer him. walk all ard JP juz to find 1 polo shirt. coz Giodarno polo tshirt is too common. and search fer a nice card. by the time i reach hme. it is almost time fer me to go fer cell grp. no bath, no rest and off i go fer cell grp. after cell grp, i rushed off to JE to mit him and past him the shirt and card as a surprise. but ended up, i think im the one that got surprised. im like an idiot standin there seeing him walk into the mrt jus like that to go search for his fren anxiously. i felt as though his frenz are even more impt den me. imagine leaving me standing there like an idiot @ almost 11pm.. ha. how great huh~. haiz... and all i can do is juz to get out of the mrt station and go dry my tears inside the toilet... STUPID!.... haiz.. suan le... and i dont think he realise how upset am i. coz i didnt tell him. i blog it out nt becoz i wanna let him read. but i reali nid to vent things out... sorry if u think im being unreasonable. but perhaps im juz liytdta.nth to blog le. bye.
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